Saturday, February 13, 2010
im feeling defensive make me think negatvely n make me say smthing at i really dont mean it n make it sound like its ur fault but its totally not true coz it was me the one who statr it first i feel really stupid n lousy on wat had happn tis two days i really love u i really hate fighting i really hate misunderstnding i really ate the way i think the way i act im really sorry coz being soo selfish yesterday n for today im soo sorry weve plne to spend the whole day togther aftr tution end up some problem occured ive to met my fren n had some inconvinient feeling in my stomch tat i really have to go home imdiately end up both of us didnt get ani kiss..didnt get ani hug no holding hands i feel soo guilty on wat hppen today n yaa my stomach ache didnt get ani btter...and i donno wat cause this to happn i just had a bottle of mineral water ibu had read sm ayat for me to drink n im soo damn miss him feel like crying n huging him im soo miss him i i wan to emt him as soon as posible sobssobsobsobsob
