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2010-12-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

oiii gilerrr hahahha da tk maen blog lgi nmpk hahahhha da maen tumblr nmpk hahhahahahha hahahhahahah funny!!

2010-07-31T20:10:00.000-07:00

hello ive move to tumblr......

*for me to noe for u to find out*

2010-07-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

i leave everithing to u to decide...either u want to go on like this and make me feel so uncnfrtble,make me feel not safe every single day or u do smthing about it.think whts the best for US.for US

2010-07-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

1st august 2010 will be the most special day for me.1 year of friendship and love between me and him. kinda touch.it was super super sweet this is the 1st time i reach one year in relationship.eventho we were not officially attched to each other.i just hopping for the best.i hope our love wont fade,our love wont change i really hope we will end up togther.cant type animore tears of joy slidng and keep slidng ='D

incase you were wondering,
your like hurricane to me,
your violence is beautiful,and
your center sweet.

incase you were wondering,
you are everything to me.

2010-07-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

2010-07-13T03:35:00.001-07:00

MOVE already....~

2010-07-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday meet my hubby at parkway where we had our lunch at warong penyet...its WONDERFUL...we meet to settle tings out after wht happen on saturday..everione have their own ego i admit mine is super super big...den we visit umi's fther at ttsh arrived there i meet anisah's fther his bed just infrnt of cik tarmudi's bed so visited two patient wwhile baby waiting for 30 minits at b1 pity him actually he wants to meet his fren just at level 6 but the visiting hours ends already...den i tot y not we try to register at level one we we walk find the lift den smting happen....verry funny and illegally hehhe =D

2010-07-05T05:37:00.000-07:00

2010-07-03T05:58:00.001-07:00

ithas been quit a long tyme i didnt use ani colourd contct lense...i miss wearing those..=( don wan to talk about wat hppn today just hate it sooo much...umi be strong...im here for u...sistars here for u...

2010-06-30T05:22:00.001-07:00

shello!!

soooo many things happen today mostly the happy ones..first came to skool everione have to chnge plces sooo sad the four of us have to sperte me,zepak,zul n shidah th very gooood new is ...my new place...at the FIRST TABLE of THE VERY FIRST ROW...omg!!! ya i noe its a good thing but..i cant get to close my eyes even for a minit im just infrn of the teacher rite infrn of the teacher!!!! geram tau mate nagntok gilerr tdi sumpah!! but the sting arangemnt not soo bad still near with each other..but soo sad fil at the back den tution part...me zepak zul fil n miaa we had our lunch at my place they bought nasi goreng...prata...n i cook 4 packet of maggi shared togther n turn up we became a retards...ehhehe we reach kembngan early about 430 dne we sat at the palyground behind mrt station we eaat..drink...n SING like crazy women...take some video verry funny...we sang...the yog song...OH YEA OHYEA OHYEA u are the one singapore...blablablablabla!!! ehhehe its was zepak n miaas idea...den we chnge song...sepuhon kayu...den change...apit...den walk to tution n here where we laught n laught ustz hassan's joke was really really lame but funny ahhahah da bye!!

2010-06-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

SLLLLURRRP!!!

since its halal already i really want tis..but its tooo expensive =( i cnt affort ..since ibu plan to quit her job asap so i didnt get ani allowance soo sad rite nevermind ramadhan coming ive soo amny dept hven pay yet so y not i strt fasting july can save money...wuhooo btw ayah told me tat my cozin's wedding is on 10october...where the next day is my O LEVEL IRK ayoyo how ek...

2010-06-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

today was a great day for me n my dear even we met just for awhile.wehad breakfast togther at geylng since mydear never had tosay before so todays breakfast in the house.we didnt plnned at first wat to do next rite aftr we had breakfast we wen to kallang watch toysoty we were hafted watch movie or play bowling togther since only two of us kinda boring if play bowling so we watch TOYSTORY we reach there early so we play arcde the most lame game but fun FIND THE DIFFRENT...heheh den while waiting we eat egg trt at kfc where we met kak nadia..my senior...after the movie we went home here the saddest part =( heheh i miss him badly BADLY!

overall the movie was awsome where i bring a story about frenship and im touched olmost cried but shy ah...hehehe sistrs...i love u soo much!! jgn tinggal daku...oh sistars...oh sistars... hehe

2010-06-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

shello everione..my last pst was last week quit some tyme i ddnt post ya i had no idea ive no mood to post blog i used to post everiday so what i want to post tday just a short one on wat happen yesterday actually our holiday ends tis coming monday but i didnt feel it is coz last week we did cme to school some extra clases irk..math..english..n ya talk about english...tta class wa superb eventhough i came late 15 min this guy wuit funny make stupid jokes wake me up at first feellll soo tired feel like notgoing coz i tot tch sharifah but think back for the seek of O LEVEL impornt so i drag my lazy leg to school k watever laa i just one werd fot the class AWSOME!
tat all ah bye! mls!

2010-06-18T08:10:00.000-07:00

quite bz tis few days where wed going out wif sistrs n dear watch karate kid dn thursday collect camera at habour front den met kak areen my sister birthday treat we eat at pizza hut den friday wen out wif sistrs g sentosa its really fun but the very very very very nice part is present from ibu and ayah NEW PHONE!! im sooo happy receve the new phone and u noe wat....its teh same..same wif my dear...just the color only samsung hahah im sooo happi!! fated ah heee :)

p/s dear no no no show off ek

2010-06-14T03:08:00.001-07:00

honney i want to tell u something...nk dgr??hehe
ur the 1st lame guy that i know.
ur the 1st supper funny guy that i know
ur the 1st super patient guy that i know
ur the 1st honest guy that i know...
being wif u by myside is such a wonderful moment for me
u always make me smile wen im front
u brought joy into mylife
without failed
u never leave me alone...
to leave u is the hardest things todo
and i cant
coz the very first day we met
that situation...ingt tk??
still palying insde my mind
next it will be every moment wif u i ill nver foget
and the day u confess it to me
its really unfogetable
that special day
i found ur true love in you
it shown in your eyes
i really appriciate ur patient towards me
u have spent alot of ur precious tyme for me
but u never negotiate it
even once....
i know ive hurt u alot...
im soo selfish
and failed to understnd u dear
all this battle that we had
im the one who at fault
blame it on me
im sorry i failed tomake u happy
ike what u hve did to me
but i will always pray for u
ur happiness...
and our future will be tgher
<3

2010-06-13T16:36:00.000-07:00

home alone for two days..do u noe how it feels...it feel soo fucking boring...last friday went out with the dodol family not fun as usual zul cnt make it...den saturday i went out wif zul met her at darul aman we had meeting regrdng new camp...fieldtrip etc then we had our lunch at pasar geylng aftrt tat i was super super hungry on tat tyme so i bought nasi sambal goreng n zul bought nasi rawan n our side order...SATAY...wuhoo...wenever we eat toghter we must have side order i donno y just realise tat...so on sunday...deaman n fawas perfome at beside geylng market
maulid thinging so i meet fil we reach there no on yet so we walk2 den we meet ude n thee rest..i came to suppport deaman n the rest coz honney is there performng...futhermore its near my house so tke the chance to meet him...den we went to ibus mknplce to had our lunch aftrt tat we wen to kalang leisure park we play arcade...ek btw congrate to ustz akmudi hes married to ustzah hajar...he didnt even invite us!! omg!! btw me n honney we wont be using "b" animore coz we find it weird honney said it might have curse behind it coz wat we realie is since we addres each other wif tat we had several serious argument so try to figure it out stepout from tis problmtc situation but theres many reason behind it it might be one but the major reason is IMPATIENT

2010-06-11T07:03:00.000-07:00

todey went to service ayah's videocam at vivo wif ayah den go peninsula find shoe for ayah den ayah go friday prayer at sultan mosque den i meet baby den meet sistrs at nabins at 4 around tat im sooo sooo sooo tired yesterday slept at 3+ cnt slepp so we celebtre blablablablabla den went home hayya im soooo tired...nk selip bye ek btw i went to mesjid burhani today wif ayah...hehehhe

2010-06-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

aahh!! freada(dj ria) jahat!!! dei pon ske anuar zain!! u noe wat ayah told me tat day ANUAR ZAIN give her flower wen ziana zain prefme idk where but still NOT FAIRRR!!!! hmph!! dei dpt flower i tk dpt...=(

2010-06-09T10:05:00.000-07:00

baby doing his project rite now so im not gonna disturb him...so while waiting i watch tv...but look like thers no interstng story to watch keep on pressing n presssing till i found supersport chnnel u noe wat!! WWE RAW !! da lame tk tgk!! so tgk laa JOHN CENA face CM PUNK gosh!! damit in the middle of the game suddntly the wwe NXT ppl come interfere omg!! den u noe wat!!! its about 8-9 ppl face john cena alone!! omg!!! he broke his neck pity him (case semeur mengamok kat set wwe raw) the refree n even the GM got beaten sumpah seram ...NXT MEREPEK!!!

2010-06-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

yaw today WE went to cinema at kallanglesure park watch NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET.actually im not 18 yet this coming wednesday but its my luckthey didnt ask for ic.i want to watch PRINCE OF PERSIA atfirst but we were late so we chnge plan watch this SCARY GORY BLOODY SHOCKING movie.i was olmost give up.it wass totally scary omg! almost cry . too many shocking part.but the funny part is......one chinses family 3 of them a daughter n her parents about 50-60s...the whole cinema were shouting AHHHH like hell wen this freddy came but this old lady shes the only one who shout AYOOO! heheh tats soo funny...i just cnt stop laughing till now...it became me n honney's joke veryy funny crious u guys have to hear the way she said it super super funny...n even she get excited n seat futher infront wif her hand on the infront seat...(ni case tk eprnh msk cinema nyerr nyoya...)kelakar gilerr den her husband also like nothing happen he even can yawn loudlly int the cinema liek hes givng a sign this storys BORING....heheh verry funny.this story is about a few studnt having a nightmare havng this guy name freddy in their nightmare n its realy happen when they died in their dream they died for real.

one two,freddy come for you

2010-06-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless
solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let
me right
Cause I’ve drowned in you
And I won’t pull through
Without
you by my side
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see
you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far
Like
a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just
one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all
for your love tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with
you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go
on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love
tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

2010-06-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

im gonna miss my sistars this whole month...=(ngh cari chnce nk kua nna dorng..onli wed n fri ajek i leh kua...=(

2010-06-05T04:40:00.000-07:00

WILL YOU?

honney will you stay beside me all the tyme??will you always be there for me in ani situation??would you giving up on me and find other girl??would you flirt wif other gerl when im not around??will you love me with all ur heart??are you happy rite now with me??will u leave me alone when problem came suddntly??will u protect me from aniting??WILL YOU?!?

2010-06-04T08:11:00.000-07:00

lifes not always at the top.not every one is enjoying happy
life , luxury life. somehow like we flying kite we have to pull it
somrtimes but at the same time we need patient the most important.

2010-06-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

gerls see this yesterday me n firdaus adik uli kite webcam den ade adik taufiq sekali hes soooo cute damn cute!!

2010-06-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

stupid ah

2010-06-01T03:23:00.000-07:00

im sooo happi today home alone today was not soo bad...at first msn wif dear den i feel my stomch were dancing tachno so i feel like take smtng for lunch i search at the fridge i saw macaroni n a box of cream so y not so i cook macaroni cream sauce taste not bad...errmmm..hehehhe im soo hapiiii but abit hot coz i add cili padi i was sooo excited cookking till i fogt about my wrist n now my wrist sooooo pain ah!!! ibu ask me to use wrist guard...=(

2010-05-31T23:10:00.000-07:00

all alone by myslef at home..haiz...im soo bored damn bored i donno wat todo..im sooo bored ohman....hayyya...bye i think better i eat smtng dne i go to bed bye

2010-05-31T22:59:00.000-07:00

Love: The natural feeling of
affection one has for somebody else

Trust: The feeling of security that
someone else will not hurt or harm you

2010-05-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

ya today malay paper was ok n i was super sleepy while doing my 2nd paper...we went to parkway for lunch aftr the paper ends we eat at banquet we talk and talk we laugh and laugh hehhe we went for window shopping n yaa cotton on ON sale omg i need monney babeh...n tmrw tution at 1030 neds at 1230 around there..noting in mind yet where to go so alik umah sudah..(boring pe) coz tmrw the only day im free wed till fri go to skool sat n sun for family...haiyyyaaa since i reach singapore my wrist i donno y n how its soo pain inside somehow like swollen but i see noting outside.

2010-05-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

hello people im back!! wuhooo i miss my STARS n bb...today was awsome nice beautiful great all laaa..tmrw i post fully about wat happen today im soo tired nk selip...stras!! i miiss 5 of u..MUUAHH!!hehhe btw ade orng bodoh sewel giler biol selenge uat perangai bello sia nk slah kan orng agak agak ah sial betol mcm die bgs sgt ek tgk laa diri sndri dulu perot sndri boncet gn nk step bgs mane saitan!

2010-05-27T07:58:00.000-07:00

i love this part when a girl lay down on her guys lap.obviously they can feel the warm of their love.make them even more closer.along with the her guy joking around and pampering her. as if only both of them in this big world.she hoping that everyday and night is the same when she gets a hug from him every single minutes.can feel his breathe on her neck.lay down on his lap like her mother comfort her.wont it be soo nice.every girls dream.im going to KULAI tonight by train.im gonna miss sistras and my dear.ill be back by saturday night.just update my dear laptop.it takes soo long to complte.n now im using google chrome just download it n yaaa it sooo nice i cnt watch youtube without download ani adobe flash plyr urgh!

2010-05-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

today was really fune my day strt wif a session wif DEEDEE den wif a tons of malay workSHIT...so manyy i swear this thing has been presssng my brain like hell!! dne went to tution..we did some arabic crosswerd puzzle den met mai's mum take my shawl...den wen to the mosque meet the rest...this the best part ever in my life!!! heheh we were playng hide n seek at the youth room...coool rite??reminds me of our old school at ipohlane were we use to play togther at basemnt off the light search for ppl like hell n miaa wasss omg! tkleh nk ckp kasar nak mmapos semuer orng die die tolak n pity fill kene tolak smpai tergolek sumpah klkar nk mampos!! i miss tta!! awww nk maen lagi!!! and my knee hurts i jump from the cabinet run from errmm..i donno who hehhe fogot bye!!!

2010-05-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

today was great 5 of us when to kalang leasure park poor amal she fell down and injured her leg get well soon dear! it was last minit plan...zul wnted to watch last song but i somehow insist i want to watch shrek but i cnt say aniting coz i didint bring ani money use zul's first we take circle line drop at stadium fuh! superd..wonderful i fell i was in the pirtes of the carribbean the design look like the side of the ship!! hehe (jakun) den reach there we had our lunch at kfc before get inside .k now about the movie!! fuh!! WONDERFULL!!! SUPERRRRRR WONDERFUL!!!
as a prove 5 of us cried hehhe fil paling terok heheh im soo happi today coz lately someone has been "far far away" hehhe

2010-05-23T16:15:00.000-07:00

You've treated me wrong sometimes
As I've done the same
But everyone makes mistakes
And this is real

Hes the only one who send me home everitime we went
out
Hes the only one who tells me bedtimestory
everinight (spontaneous)
Hes the only one who sing for me
Hes the only one
who cheer me up when i was down
Hes the only one who calm me down when i gets fiery
Hes the only one who comliment me sincerely(perhaps..hehe)
Hes the only one who kiss me on the forehead when i lean on
him
Hes the only one who hold my hand anitime and aniwhere
Hes the only one who spoil me! pampered me too much
Hes the only one who know what i really want
Hes the only one who cna read my body language
Hes the only one who satnd up for me
Hes the only one who make me feel safe and loved
Yup! hes the one im talking about...

You're the only one I want
The only one I think about
The only one I truly love

2010-05-23T04:06:00.000-07:00

we back like the old time

2010-05-22T22:24:00.000-07:00

I HATE MYSLEF!! I HATE NURUL NABELAH!!!

2010-05-22T21:31:00.000-07:00

JUNE is coming less than 30 days.TADAA...and im 18 so fast.i dont think this year thers ani surprises for me everybody busy for Olevel.when is this end??when??18 yrs old man feel soo old among sistrs..im the oldest one no i mean the MATURE one...

you came to me as a friend and turned out to be someone much much more and u are sooo speacial n importnt in my life and i wont leave u i wan to be with you for the rest of mylife i really love u...<3
I WONT LEAVE YOU.i know for now it will be hard for us.i know thres somthing bothering ur mind.make u think of the worst thing can happen to us.me too.

2010-05-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

Lekuk indah hadirkan
pesona
Kemuliaan bagi yang
memandang
Setiamu simbol
keanggunan khas perawan
yang... kau miliki

Akulah pengagum
ragamu
Tak ingin
kumenyakitimu
Lindungi dari
sengat dunia
yang
mengancam... nodai... sucinya lahirmu

Chorus:
Karena wanita ingin
dimengerti
Lewat tutur lembut
dan laku agung
Karena wanita
ingin dimengerti
Manjakan dia...
dengan kasih sayang
Ingin kuajak engkau menari
Bermandi hangat cahaya bulan
Sebagai tanda kebahagiaan
Bagi semesta cinta kita

Chorus
Bintang terang itulah dirimu
Janganlah redup dan mati
Aku dibelakangmu memeluk dan
menjagamu

no offence random jek tdi tgk cite indon ade lagu nii

2010-05-21T05:49:00.000-07:00

ive been thinking too much this whole day thinking of the possiblity ... the risk ... the outcome so many things in mind how im gonna face the future??how my dear??i cnt think ani ways of solving this animore so many things in mind imagine the future of me n my dear worst nightmare ever.im gonna repent aftr this ill take this as lesson wont ever repeat it again i promise somebody said it wont happen but it keep haunting me.Wonderful at strt but at the end it make everione panic like hell...REPEND is the best way

2010-05-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

look at my result it didnt offer me ani good news i manage to pass onli 5 subject unexpected i fail tauhid hadith n english.tauhid and hadith paper that usually i can score.especially mdm rozeta's paper i nvr failed her paper man omg! dont say tat i didnt study i swear! i study omg! even my malay i get b3 malay oi! i got to promise myslf i MUST do well put more effort on prelim syahadah n O sometyme i feel like giving up wen come to study but i keep telling myslf only for this year but i feel it soo damn hard my bigger greatest weakness is my dear lappy even to cut down i feel it soo hard den how if i hve to stop??!! super harder man=(

i cnt feel the love tat u gave me i cnt feel the consern that u pour to
me...animore dear animore! i feel like im no longer 'inside'.im not sure is
this just my feeling im playing with or real things happen..everithings
change...reason?i cnt see it now perhaps latter n sooner but im afraid
the reason might not be soo nice,might not be the reason that i want, it can
be the "unexpected" reason only time can aswer we just need to be patient
waiting and waiting.y must this things happan on this precious time??y do we
always see things diffrently??we use to be as ONE but in just a blink evrithing
come to the end y must this happen ??y??

2010-05-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

i have nothing intersting to post but....lately my day turn to be a disaster..its all my fault ive been sooo selfish rite didnt think of anione else i just cant read what ppl want from me ive change to be a stupid person till i cant even read whats on ppls mind and what they really want in the end im the one whose at fault n get the pain just because of my stupid stupid attitud should i attend PSYCHOLOGY CLASSES?so i get fulfill what ppl want ??so i can make everione happy I JUST HATE MYSELF! I HATE MYSLEF SOOOOO MUCH!!

2010-05-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

i know ur hurting and mad rite now but u keep it deep insde because of u keep thinkng positvely BB im sorry im not suppost to be soo secrtve towrds u ive hurt u alot rite dear..im not suppost to do tat to you just now im being soo childish im sorry. So sorry sorry from deep down in my heart where words fail me and theres only the pain of knowing that I hurt you. I love you and I'm sorry i didnt mean to hurt u y cnt i think properly.I love you you re too special to me to lose you
but im proud to have u by my side coz ull always be the coolest side wen its burng

Can I ask you for one small favor? Could you please forgive me?

2010-05-15T20:31:00.001-07:00

ayah !! im in love!! guess wat ayah been actng soo weird altely hes being soo caring towrds me pmprng me too muuch even ibu gets irrtated i just drop by at zepak blog ohmg gerl uve been work soo hard burng ur fat ppl around me do the same thing lately y uh!! it mke me feel soo ugly ...soo fat...sooo agH! donno ah! nenek get well soon!bb im soo inlove with urvoice man! tmrw we will get back our paper kinda shock tat ustz samy told us tat irk bunch of ppl fail defentely im one of them but i study tau! mane boleh tk fair i blaja tau! tmrw mybe we get back our irk tauhid and arab fuhH!! im soo scared man! wat kind of result will i get haiz...ppl pray for me =(

2010-05-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

today wen out wif my dear go bugis shopping he bought 2 tshirt from giordano nice one n me bought 1 pnts 1 tshirt suddnly i receive a call form ayah said tat nenek at SGH her leg swollen now going to hospital such troublesome man! im soo tired ah no mood to post bye!

acey orng tuu bju bru laa seyy ek ek ek ek

2010-05-13T02:31:00.000-07:00

just came bck from zepak cribs we canclld our plan going to vivo coz zepak eye was swollen so she didnt wat to go to vivo so the whole sistrs didnt also so we decide going to zepak cribs there we had our lunch two times den watch BOUNTRY HUNTER n play wif shikah...today lissan was ohk TODAY WASSS REALLY REALLY REALLY GREAT

2010-05-11T05:36:00.001-07:00

i cn smell the "huray-huray"since i end my math paper this afternoon...fuh! atlast mid year come to the end another 2 more days which tomorrow quran syafawi(oral) the next day which is my last day of exam malay oral yeah!! im soo happi!!!cna go shopping!!! hopefully sistrs plan someting for tomorrow.im gonna clear up my room which is sooo damn messy wif book i dont give a damn to arrnge those books during my exam period always like that ibu keep naginggggggg ask me to clean up my room during the weekends.NAH im not gonna clean up till exam ends. im looking ofward for tis friday 1st play badminton 2nd im gonna meet myy frensss at alhawariyyun meeting long tyme no see them imm soo missing u guys!!! i cnt wait !!! n tomorrw request discuss about SYIAH at tution hopefully coz exam kan da abes...hehhe=)

ek! nk announce kan nii akt semeur orng MUHAMMAD FADLI BIN KAMSANI hes mine!! halo! hand off uh~random jek

2010-05-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

aftr skoll we went to bb hometeam played BOWLING the last tyme i played was on my birthday if im not wrong.aftr bowling we pplayed badminton.im sooo tired now.feel like sleeping but im soo bored noting todo i call baby he didnt answer sleep mybe i feel soo sad lately since i look at my seniors pics...sis nasriah zainudin she sooo preettyyy!! flawless skin omg!soo jealous..=(i wan to be like her soo preety even when she using eyelinner only verrry white man!!=(tis is wat they call natural beauty=)he guys looka t tis vid verry funny...RUSSLE PETER

2010-05-08T18:13:00.000-07:00

today not going aniwhere ayah ask for breakfast and lunch mmc kedai he ask nasi goreng n ayam goreng n roti sardin ah! seee den for lunch he ask for ayam mask merah n soup ah! see i woke up early in the morning preapre for breakfast n now time for me to rest ahhhhh ayah will wake me up at 12 for prepare our lunch hmm....hmm im soo tired luciky he help me hang the clothes tmrw sastera...tuesday math2 wednesday quran thursday malay N EVERITHINGS COME TO THE END!!! WUHOOOOOOOOOO im soo hapii tyme for hurray2 n celebrate!!! they skinhead plan going to vivo our tradition we live togther we fight togther we get wet togther!! wuhoo!!!

ps dear...u dpt gaji bilerr???? i nyerr beg da koyak2 dear...nyerr kasot da mintkbeli bru...dear...bju i tggl sikit...dear... i maen2 aje...muuahH!! jkjkkkj

2010-05-08T04:36:00.000-07:00

i just finish texting ibu n mammi wishing them HAPPI MOTHERS DAY...hehhe at first ibu said it was nonsnce she hevent finish read it den i go for magrib prayer i recve msg from her hehhe soo sweet of u ibu!! she said LOVE YOU TOO 4 EVER N EVER TNKS! heheh sweeet kan!! tears of happiness but mammi didnt replied did she receive ? or run out of pp8 i just assume tat just thing positive=)

2010-05-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

i dont think tat i can score for sirah paper today...it seems tat few question i donnow the answer.i did my revision but a while only last nite b4 sleep.aftr skool today zepak n miaa wen to my house we watch HISTERIA miaa were shoutin like hell man!! den we wtch PAPADOM awww nice one three of use cried man! aghhh!! sooo sedeh..they had their lunch here den we wen to mesjid last minit plan.at tution immm sooo tired immm soooo sleeepy no mood luckly its end at 545

2010-05-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

today irk n malay paper2 n listng.criously yesterday i didnt hold ani book i dont do ani revision for today i just flipe the note tis moring otw to skoool im sooooo tired no mood yesterday...so we did our irk at sec1 class teringt time sec1 dulu zaman keketalan! hehe den we did our malay at PRIMARY 2 class we sat on small chair n we write on the smalllllllll table i feel like giant n my neck it so pain..urgh! hopefully i can score for irk even i didnt prepare muuch ~ amin

2010-05-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

orng tuuu dag gym da lawa badan mne nk ingt orng kat sini...nk bdan lawa jek kite kt sini babat sane babat sini=(

2010-05-04T06:54:00.001-07:00

BSK FIQH!!!

im sooo lazy tonite no mood to study for tmrw ;fiqh arghh!! but i have tooo agh!! maybe tmrw m gonna write an essay about her story goig to ma'ahad ohor intersting rite mybe can get full marks heheh

2010-05-04T00:31:00.000-07:00

just came back from wani's creep at bedok fuhh the sunnn ah cnnt than hooor all the way we were laught n laught non stop.comment ppl here comment ppl there.wani's creep was sooo like the zooological garden complet set brung ade hamster ade kucing ade...hahha can imagine uh hehe very funny first we did was go to her kitchen find food den we eat bread n peanut butter den she fried chicken for u n some crackers dne we watch WUJUD n EXOCIST sooo sacred!! den i went home alone they all still wanna lepak2 the sunn wassss soooo dman hot man! but im HOTTER!! heheh syg!! u uat cite ek! blom mintk da ckp i reject! hmmph! tknk fren!

2010-05-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

oh god!! pathetic kid! such a agh!!! soooo not impornt to use tat werd if he really tat kind of person doesnt make sense y did tat i fall for him oh god! ur being such a flirty guy yet u said it was a joke????! its sooo obvious form the strt oh my gdnesssss!! wats wif tat emoticon??uh??wats wif tat LOVE werd???!! ting la y r us oo dengs man! precisely ppl will jealous wif those sentence u gave me agh! HEY BOY next tyme be more careful wen FLIRTING wif gerls

2010-05-03T00:04:00.000-07:00

shidah said someone look xactly like me isit??
http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=777984999#!/photo.php?pid=1316506&id=777984999little wat do u tink???

2010-05-02T03:54:00.000-07:00

im trying sooo hard so no one will get hurt because of me i feel like im stuck in the middle theres no turn rite or turn left for me a situation requiring a choice between equally undesirable alternatives im trying my best to help everione around me im tying my best put ererione first trying my beest think of ppls feeling first rather than mine but conflict occured all of the suddn make me feel like stop everiting but i cnt its really hard i just wan u to imagine how if u in my shoe im confused i need someone to understnd me not just putting the blme on me it is soooo damn bitter when theres no one is helping me they wan me to focus n no depresstion on unnessary things but did u guys helping me did u guys hold my hands guide me???did u??i didnt even ask for this but ppl came begging me wat else can i do??i just need some understnding from u guys i donno wat else can i do DILEMMA i didnt blame anione i just wanna let everiting out hope ppl understnt my situation im begging u guys just dont add it promise me we all will be togther in good or bad situation='(

2010-05-01T19:49:00.000-07:00

SCREWBALL!

i feel like quiting man!! memorise sooooo many things...ive tried my best for the paper i hope it paid off insyaallah amin! another 2 weeks..fuh! n evrthings come to the end agH! next result!! ya allah!! im sooooooooo scared...mothers day coming sooon tis coming sunday wat should i buy for ibu n mami hmmmmm im gonna study for TAUHID,FIQH,SIRAH and MATH aftr update tis blog since ive beeeennn laughing histerically yesterday at bedok coner with wild imagination influence bysomeone hehhe today must be serious...more2 serious till here bye showertyme!!

2010-05-01T05:13:00.000-07:00

FULL!!

aftr tution tis afternoon tot of going to tamp at the first palce but den change we go to expo but erveiting ruin when somone came late so we strt late so we end late end up we eat at BEDOK CONNER fuh! i eat roti john zul chicken wing set umi tahu goreng n we shared satay fuhhh ful to the max oiii but laziz jiddan jiddan jiddan!! den we saw husyairy.im sooo tired oiii!! nk selip early ah tonite...hehhe mcm phm!

2010-04-30T18:46:00.001-07:00

halo yesterday arab was sucks im totally blank no werd inside ah! but hadith was okoklaa next week math fiqh sirah tauhid hmmm 3 weeks exam haizz...yesterday geta chnge met him ehheh im soo happii i tot we not gonna met for tis week..=) thnsk dear n yah! yesterday went to metro sale at EXPO ohk2 laa since my bag doent look like a bag so i tot of find one yeah!! i grab one big bag ohklaa 10 bucks je...today math tution tot of window shopping at tamp but see how later n baby gudluck i noe u can doit!!

2010-04-26T04:17:00.001-07:00

im in love with you.but the only thigs that i hate alot is waiting.but it happng to me.everione knows i really hate waiting.i have no idea why lately i kinda sensitif.im strugling inside.really hard inside.ive been seeing things diffrently tis few days.i didnt deny tat im suffering from the bad temper dieases.futhermore today first day of exam.tomorrow still have to sit for paper.till 15 may.3 weeks uh!.bullshit it just a plain bullshit.Luq n Ude give me some motivation tis morning.i hope for the best for the malay paper today n olso the rest.i really have to be serious.i cant wait for the day its end.nah it will never end.day by day it preasure me.im gonna face my syahadah n prelim n the major one OLEVEL aftrt tis.btw today my firstday of math tution.ohklaa.ya thers always a sad story behind the happy ones.MUST.always look at the brighter side.i really cnat blame others when tings happen.blame myslf.thers soo many things in mind.its just stick like supper glue.its hard to erase.errm but no stress hahaha yaa rite.exam week!! no stress ur head la.WHEN CAN I GET MY PAY N GO SHOPPING!!!!???!!!.2 weeks seems sooo long for me.i cant wait!!we(sistrs)plane soo amny tings aftr exam.wuhoooo.someone plan going to kl wathe! heheh white flag gerl sorri.OBVIOUSLY i cant.but i want!.hehhe someone is on strick diet n going to gym!! agh! it make me feel soooooooooo damn ugly man! with the FOURTY STOREY of babat.till here laa.revise for tmrw exam!! agH!!!

bye honney

2010-04-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

fil dream of a "hantu hair" tat scres me.And zepak adam lambert hair.
Im having a "serious" hair fall.Its really scares me off.Anione noes?i wan my hair back.Till ibu ask me go n see doctr afraid of cancer funny rite.Then i noe hair fall cause from chemo not from cancer very funny.So now no need to worry about.Its getting longer but day by day it keep on falling like 40-50 strands.Im tired sweepng the floor everiday.I ever heard of hair fall causes form stress but sofar i didnt ting too much lately tht stress me out.And dieting does lead to lose hairbut im not on diet obviously.Some how i feel it might cause from the dye.I do dye a couple yrs ago.im using HEAD AND SHOULDER it not helping at all.Anione ca recoment me wat shmpoo should i use or ani natural recepi.Plus i had dandruff not soo serious.Plss help me...anione

2010-04-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm...tonite was sucks because im fugging angry to someone.But its preeettty funny seeing ppl like u.Seriously kid,u're CRAZY.If tis gonna be ur habit im sorryy ppl will treat u AMAZINGLY.The phonecall make US more fiery.And its eating up my patient.I don have high tolerance for this. So stop messing around or i'll have ur brain for supper tonite! Do you have better things todo?This is y ppl blog.Prefer blogging then pen it down on the secret diary but... it is much much much much much more privte and save shhh

I hate waiting.

Stay homealone tmrow.

Miscomunication.Halo! do u guys really noe how much gerls suffer from the damn communication breakdown?.Some ppl they cnt speak properly n tis is wat happen No one can catch.

2010-04-23T07:46:00.004-07:00

hey gerlS u change uh..alot...luckily tis the last one...u hate it??said it! just dont give me tat kind of attitude then give me excuses...everione stress! this patient still in me trying soo hard to keep it dont let it go...just stop the crap fucking bitch ! u thnk ppl like??!??theres a reason tat hold me from brust here and there ppl talking about you just tat they keep on one toes so theres no leakage between us congrates Deaman! cikgu be strong! ='(

2010-04-22T06:17:00.000-07:00

i was bloghping just now saw smting sweet n its totally true heheh exam tis monday i feel sooo damn tired bored tonite today meet ustaz rahman he teach us math n irk hhehe soo funnny miiaa wasssss super irritating!! hehehhe

this is so true(;
*looks around suspiciously and whispers*
Hey
girls, after you're done reading, grab your bf and make him read it too!
haha.
♥ she loves it when you cuddle her.
♥ a kiss on a cheeck is a
definite yes.
.
♥ she wants you to put your arms around her in the
movies.
.
♥ she doesn't care if you're the strongest guy in the
world.
.
♥ size doesn't matter, seriously. so don't tell her.
.
♥
she will always smile & get excited if she receives a call frm
you.
.
♥ when you see her crying, hold her & hug her. let her cry on
your shoulder.
.
♥ every little thing you do means the most to
her.
.
♥ When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
.
♥ don't tell
her who is hot. coz actually she don't care.
.
♥ when she says tt she's
cold, that's an invitation to come closer & hug her.
.
♥ When she
walks away from you mad, follow her.
.
♥ she needs your advise sometimes.
so don't be afraid to give her.
.
♥ talk to her!
.
♥ your smile will
make her day.
.
♥ share your secrets.
.
♥ kiss her in the rain.
.
♥ tell her she's beautiful. not hot or sexy!
.
♥ give her LOTS of
cuddles.
.
♥ take pictures with her.
.
♥ kiss her
unexpectedly.
.
♥ let her fall asleep in your arms.
.
♥ NEVER LIE TO
HER.
.
♥ if she's upset, be there for her.
.
♥ When you break her
heart, the pain never really goes away.
.
♥ always stand up for her. she
could be weak sometimes.
.
♥ call her at night to wish her sweet
dreams!
.
♥ hold her hand & hug her in front of the girls that you
know!
.
♥ tell her you love her & mean it!
.
♥ never pretend you
love her, always tell her how you feel.
.
♥ love her for who she is &
never make her change.
.
♥ if she reads this, she hopes that one day you'd
read it too(;

itsnt tis sweet!! agh!!!

2010-04-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang
nanti jawab pkok angin yng goncang
tanya sama langit ape sebab ujan
nanti jawab anggin tanyalah awan
awan nanti kata aku kandung air
sampai tempat sejuk aku pon caer
lihat dalam air nmpk bayang-bayang
campak satu batu bayang pon hilang

tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
ada kah tandanya nmpk dipandang
kumbang rayu bunga
bulan da bintangnya
punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra
tanya sama hati benarkah merindu
ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
masa bersajuhan apa nan dikenang
bila difahamkan itulah sayang
jika tidak kerana sayang
kuntuman kasih tk mungkin
kembang
andai nya jemu mengganti rindu
jambangan mesra tentu laa layu
tanya sama hati benarkah merindu
ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
masa bersajuhan apa nan dikenang
bila difahamkan itulah sayang

ps where can he be? =(

2010-04-16T06:04:00.000-07:00

WAT A DAY!

today went to ntu it wass soooooooooo damn big i wass sooo tired...my beg..our beg was sooo damn heavy..Xcntdly trip on the stairs n its killing me rite now...wif ibu naging asking wat tyme going home blabla ..n some one next door acting sooo slfsh agh! wif the rainy day....wif soooo many ppl in the mrt it was sooooooooooo annoying!!! n tmrw cinema canclled...hmm somone going to cinema tonite...hmmm agh!!!!!!!!! like i care!

2010-04-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

cnt ressist man!! everiweek feel soo restless wen not meeting him...cnt help it but i must must! exam is sooooooooooo near i see ppl change they change if thers smting wrong just say it i love u i love...foget to bring camera today for the CHIKARO DAY OUT hmmphh!

2010-04-10T09:33:00.001-07:00

أبكي طوال اليوم

2010-04-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

thnks for the sweetest smile u gave me thnks for the day really make my day .THNKS...=)

2010-04-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

im soo damn bored im soooo damn tired...cca wass sucks! soo bored i feel like sleeping at tution soooo comfortble new table n aircorn waaaaaa tmrw sastra pojek at fathanh house woohooo free mkn tkya kua duit bajet cikit...

2010-04-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

JUST chnge skin...take 2 days to decide still not satisfied hmm...yessa sirah n fiqh test is OVAAR!! exam on 26 aprill WOW soon...sooo scareed.. not ready yet sacrifies alot no shopping..no cinema...no outing...no laptop[mcm boleh]...no grandlink...no going out wif him

btw yesterday khutbah wass great..didnt feel soooo nervours coz i see noONE skinhead was soo far away...somehow i feel like im picking the wrong topic...wakakaka...n thnks to ustzh samia...stupid joke in he moring make my day ahhhaha wen home ibu fed me heheh coz my hand nah my finger injured crious injuries..arrr...LAME! hhaha the cut wass sooo disguistng..eww..n painfull prcsly...n me treat zepak to arnold pity her da tue blom mkn sane..but we ate half chicken only,next tyme i bring baby..dont worri dont emo2 uh like yesterday...ermmm n someone behave stupidly wtf...da tue2 tkde otak kesian..nk kene trnspln otak..weeeeee...tats all i guess for today

p/s i admire ur patient most honney =D

2010-04-06T01:16:00.000-07:00

gues wat my clicks they all sooo sweet...a cut on my finger they were panic like wat...awww so touching...but actually the story was kindda funny ah...we were siting on the stairs "keje haram"

den they were tooo noisy fathah shidah n kid...den sec 3 kid told us ustzh majidah were outside den we keep quite den 2nd tyme we heard footstep suddnly we heard cikgu dibah's voice me jiji rai n fil were running tru the other door den suddnly my hand blleding...i was pannic...den we wen to level 5 toilet jiji ask me to wsh the wound PAIN AH! suddntly my head were swinging...alalalallalal....my vision turn dark..double vision after tat my heart beating soo fast..den zepak came she ask me to laydown on her while rai clean my wound n fil give me some wter they were soo panic some were laughing...ahhaha they say funny wen look im in pain...ah ni mcm nyer kwn pon ade heheh jkjkjk da tu kene pggl kental laa ape laa but in the end it was sec 3 hanna's voice hahha zepak said it becoz of suddn shock

2010-04-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

im soo bored today tat makes me feel like baking...i bake a choclate bread pudding just a simple one close one eyes u can do hehehe wednesday my turn to gave a speech agh! nver in my whole life giving a speech infront soo many ppl ive no idea yet wat topic shall i pick ive some in mind beauty tips,dengue,benfts of laughng etc im soo nervous but im lucky my speech gonna be in malay

somehow theres still a big question mark stuck in my head...ive no idea did u really serious or just apprearing,if u r proof it...

2010-04-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

no joke uh exam in two weeks tyme..no more nonsense...

2010-03-31T08:12:00.001-07:00

i feel theres a change in me ... but i cant figure wat isit...wen tis feeling pop up i feel like disspre its soo diffcult for me to ting about tis it could be smting small niggling away to my subconcious or it could be smting BIG tat draging me to be like tis lately i feel its getting worst inside me i cant let it out..i cnt...it might hurt somone..anione...ive taken a little tyme for myslf infront the mirror to really ask myslf wats the issue making me feel tis way i try to close one eyes as i noe a better day waiting me n tats make me keep my head high n hang in their unfotuntely noting tat convince me tat i will met tat better day more worst the same ting happn again...metal problem ?? perhps not...i feel really bad about myslf i feel iam useless at everiting tis ting make me hate being around ppl even the close ones im not a vry nice person even im slefish attymes i hate it!..i wan to cry to let it out but i cnt...not only depress,blue,gloomy..dejected...but somhowe it feel a fiery anger wif no reason inside me =( i just want to go to bed and never wake up if i were to record my day its gonna disguise me like hell

even how many grey clouds are there to make the day dark the sun is still there shinning bright BUT i cnt see it ive been looking for it where can it be pls

2010-03-31T07:15:00.000-07:00

english lesson today was kinda funny weird...TCH R wass sooo weird today at first...a big question mark asking y is she being sooo diff she ask us xpress n use all our sense ..blablabla den we can choose our own song...den i realise..y is she acting like tat me,zepak,zul n shidah cnt hold our tears...we cna see tat she's tring soo hard to chnge...she trying soo hard to make her lesson intersting ...she trying her very best to interct wif us activelyso we suppose to apprcte wat she did jsut now...give her chnce to chnge...insyallah ah wee see how aftr tch khairina talk to her tat day...we did hug her...n yaa tis coming monday ibu's bade...n tis friday im gonna survey cakes b4 bbq at mosque

2010-03-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

math test was okok~ ...noting hook up my attention lately...just tat my eyes getting better...monday wen to skool wif a pair of "eyes" peers keep asking...eye infection ting so...last tyme ive been strugllng to ctch a dream at nite...kindda serious...selpt at 2-3...wen to skool wif sleepy eyes....alhmdulillah...now i didnt toooo worri about smting...tat bothering my nite...n yeah the latest at 1 ... after pampering myslf talking wif him...getting out from a busshes...figure out how can tis probelm be sttled...jsut the matter of my attitude...habit...afraid tat it might bugging him...tats all for today...

p/s giving u little more coz i love u

2010-03-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! OUCH!

2010-03-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

it has been sooooo long ive didnt post as usual...just a short one tis few days...
today went to cik comel's house visit nenek...im soo happi get to met abg DAN i didnt get to send him to camp so sad...hes sooooooo dark n botak! hhe funny...i feel soo lazy wan to go skool from pasir ris...i feel like sleeping..but its a compulsary for all so i have to so it ends at 4 den walk to sp wif zul fil umi miaa...half way trun back feel meet ibu at haig rd...today im soo bored...it feels soo diffrent usually saturday was the day me n him going out togther becoz of IRK workshop we cant so i meet him tomrrw..=) olmost foget on friday attnd a talk about cancer...RAIDAH,she's such a strong soul...

2010-03-25T07:29:00.001-07:00

nabel... says:
si timah berdiri terpaku...
hanya dikau di hatiku
m u h a m m a d f a d l i says:
buah cempedak di luar pagar.
you ape khabar?
m u h a m m a d f a d l i says:
Orang pondan Merata-rata..
saya suke sekali awak nye mata...
nabel... says:
jln2 jumpe biawak...
saye pulak ske idong awak...

kite tkde keje so main pantun2 hahha p.s cnt defeat sastra sudent...bluek!! ehheh

2010-03-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

aghh!! maya...u change phone alreallly ah!!???alaaaaaaa i pon nk tkr phone ah! sob sob my phoen tk lawa!!!

2010-03-24T04:58:00.001-07:00

the last post was on saturday....wanna sahre smting on wta hppn the pass few days..

SATURDAY...celebrate shida's bdae at nabin's , kid lost her phone...

SUNDAY...completing the UNcompleted hmwrk for the wholeday..aghh..soo stress full had dinner outside wif ibu and ayah...

MONDAY....wen to skool hmm feel no going not enuf holiday after skool meeting wif the new YDO of darul aman...first impression not soo bad...funny guy...hopefully can get along evntlly..all teh gerls will not involve in ani activity for tis yr...sooo sad...due to MIDYR..PRELIMS...SYAHADAH...OLEVEL...

TUESDAY...noting happen...

WEDNESDAY...after skool go tution..ustz release early coz we having a test just now end up early...so can go home...

2010-03-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

hes the only person she wants to be with

he mean soo much to her

she lovers his stupid jokes

how he can change her entire day by ust giving her a hug

the way he cant make her laught

and how he's always be by her side

every single minute mean soo much when with him

a minutes apart like a bridge of torns waiting

his kiss make her lost

bcoz she's in love with him

2010-03-19T17:57:00.000-07:00

halohalo...today im gonna spent my day wif my himcoz next week he strted working might not seeing each other as usual...=( but itsok...syg next week u keje kan..syg syg...my beg da putus tau..den my kasot da pecah jugak..den minyk wangi i da abes...hahahhaha joking !! ehheh main2 jek...everithing still in a good condition..hehhe...im gonna miss u hrgeujwsncbhjckv jdksmncm

2010-03-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

hmmmm....theres two shocking news for me
today..hmmm..feel soo down...zarifah sayang...i really love u...be strong n i
really miss u dear...n bsk u pergi lgi..sob sob sedeh laaaa

2010-03-15T02:01:00.000-07:00

RED LIGHT!!
have to maintain the mood during tis period...
dont let it carried away n hurt others feelings...
force my self to keep my mouth shut or else things can get worst
today im stuck in the stuffy house noting intersting...
do the house chore,laundry...dishes...wipe windows stacking the book neatly
agh! i hate today...im soo bored...umi n zul at wani's creep...fill wen to bukit timah...
zepak at kelantan...hmm...me??agh! n yaaa tmrw 8-5 slave my ears fot the motivation talk at ALJUNIED n again anthr fucking boring day for me today 1st day of holiday or my 1st day of mc??no diff hmmmmm...

2010-03-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

im gonna look like this wen im bored..shit man...ah! tis is just ah piece of cake..just a piece of cake yet ive been soo restless from just now uli's simcrd cnt works cnt receive call cnt make call neither msging perhps this thing will not take sooo long to recover hes been using his father n sister phone...argh!!! now i feel how zepak feels....dugaaan...ah cobaan

2010-03-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ...

she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...

she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...

she is not at allfine.

When a GIRL stares at you

she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ..

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...

she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ..

she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ....

no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy ..

who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ..... kissesyour forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

i tot ur the one but end up im the one come late sorry dear...thnk you soo much for today honney...our meet up today was like a blink syg...n now i miss u soo much...skool holiday has strted...tons of homwrk n projek given....hayya...n upcoming test...wuhoo!!!...haahaha...feeling not soo well lately maybe too much of WTRMELON tat day it strted wth a sore troat...hehhe

asthma go away gooooo away!!! syuh!! heheh

2010-03-09T05:36:00.000-08:00

tmrw bace doa!! tmwr test arab!!

syg thank you soo much for the song soo sweeet...touching laa dear i love u honney muuah!

2010-03-06T03:21:00.000-08:00

today...wen to woodlnd library..acompny him study next week final exam WOW....gud luck syg really have fun today wif u dear i miss u already tau syg!!

btw syg thank you soo much for the gift...really apprcte thnk you soo much love u syg...nice perfume...sedap!! heheh

2010-03-05T19:30:00.000-08:00

hallo!!! kat woodlnd library nan my dear...wouhooooooooooo!!!! kate jek nk blaja...tk blaj tgk2 org laaa ngntok laa ape laaa padahal next week EXAM final year lgi!!! GUDLUCK syg...muuah!!!

2010-03-05T05:12:00.000-08:00

If only each girl could have a man like you.
There will never be a man like you.
I don't care what people think of you.
That's what makes you the greatest.
I'm so lucky that i love you.
I'm so lucky that i know you.

-for u my dear MUHAMMAD FADLI

wat happen to us for the pass few days...

was a pitch of "roller coaster ride" in life...

i hope it doent cahnge aniting

espcially ur feelings towrds me dear

i really hate being posess by the negtive thought

n make me imagine the worst things that can hppen to us

and perhps our love enlarge when things like this happn

coz we realise tat we need each other

and make us much much more stronger to face the hitch

its common for those who inlove...

jealous...ngtve thoughts...unclear....

etc

just that we have to be smart handle things in ani situation

and u capable dear, i proud

2010-03-04T06:37:00.000-08:00

i smile when i feel like crying...i act as if everithing was okay..when i really falling apart inside...and i let it all out tru giving out tears....den i move on because thres nothing else i can do or say ah feels soo down today...haiz....bye...

2010-03-03T00:09:00.000-08:00

your birth is a mistake u will spend ur whole life trying to correct it trouble having such a dazed attitude hurting peoplssss feeling dont evn think about others continue be like that soon gonna messing up with ton of ppl :)

not talking about others but myslef its a reminder for me chnge attitude for those who hop n stuck here ya just read and bursh off not refering to ya...heheh lately acting stupidly extremely stupid till ppl around me get hurt IM SOOO SORRY

2010-03-02T04:50:00.000-08:00

having delectble HOT MOCHA rite now..so refshing...awwwwwwww....k moving to WAT HPPEN TODAY...as usual cme to skool 1st period having PE lesson we played captain ball nah not we they...me cna n fill were sting down cheering shouting like bitch ek tiring u noe...purposely not wishing zul her sweet 16 bade...plne to wishe her tonite b4 12 hahhah but in the end plan spoiled she makeher irritting face stupid face frustrating facecoz no one celbrting her bade today..nor her parent..yaa sosad...den we plan going to SUNGAI RD where cheap thingssssssssssss were lying on the rd but den we chnge we have our lunch at SWENSENS yaa hppi laa tat teddy bear..hhahah my mind was donno were otw there ibu called told tta abg IS is comming down meeting me coz he ask for help wan a part tyme helper...i wan tat job i wan to met him coz long tyme no see him but den zul's bade..alamak hai pkran laa he offred me be his MC for his cooking show wallau! gerek ah but shy ah talk2 infront futhermore his event mostly at EXPO imgine ah but paymnt woooooooooo heheh...den otw home...hehhe noting happen just a heroen hurt herself...

2010-03-01T07:58:00.000-08:00

2010-02-27T20:43:00.000-08:00

"The first kiss is stolen by the man; next is begged by the woman."

2010-02-23T05:40:00.000-08:00

doing some mth hmwk nothing interestng hppn today just an apologise session from syaf to the whole class due to her drastic chnges today two hppi news im so Xcited one shidah's getting merried in 2-3 yr..awwww im soo hppi for her n hasif the next new is hahha nah cnt tell nananappupu hahha i miss him soo much i miss his lame imagination i miss his Xergerate expressn i miss everithing about him i miss his sweet sweet msg i miss his sweet sweet smile